Before you decide to click that "blog" tab, you need to know something.
I am genuinely very mentally ill. I will be expressing myself in potentially triggering ways. My thoughts deal with unreality, animal death, suicidal and homicidal ideation, and more.
It'd be in your own interest to skedaddle now if that kind of thing upsets you.
Like I said, I'm a paranoid schizophrenic. I suffer from delusions, hallucinations, intrusive thoughts, etc. and it's not a pretty thing to witness. This is a deeply personal site, and I'm not going to filter myself here.
If you're fine with all that, go right ahead.